Suicide Attempt number three was last night..I’m sorry, Ericka.
I can feel it, the desire to kill myself. It burns deep in the pit of my stomach. But no one cares, so what’s stopping me?
You guys, I hit post limit. I’m sorry for triggering everyone. I truly do think that you should unfollow me if you think I’m triggering you at all. Oh, and that anon that keeps asking about maddison, you can send anons here, or come off anon and we can talk. I’m sorry you guys, it’s just been rough for me lately.
Anonymous: do you not want to be friends with her anymore?
I do want to be friends with her, but I feel like if we tried to be friends again it would be forced.
Anonymous: Yes maddison! That's her name!
We don’t fight anymore. We don’t talk at all anymore. I don’t know why. We kind of just drifted apart. We never got along. All we did was argue and fight, and rumors started that we were going out, and it upset her. Now we don’t talk and she unfollowed me..
